我的痛苦和遗憾变成了快乐和自由........

昨天我和一个女生刚吵了架来。。。。两方说的话都非常刺对方。。。我并没有想得到很高的要求。。。我只想要跟她成为一个有说有笑的朋友。。。。她说她不想再跟我做朋友。。这一生人以后都想忘记了我。。。我完全接受不到这个事实。。我真得很伤心。。我一直说过去的东西就给忘了。。别放在心里了好吗??? 她说我说过的东西就是有说过...不能把它忘记掉....我很后悔之前说了很多不好听的话....我眼泪都掉下来了......她说我没有礼貌....没有尊敬她.......T.T 很难写..我快写不下去了.....昨天在她家外面等了好久....结果等到她了..但她不理不睬.....我...我...难过... :-( 事情变得很严重....昨晚想起了快乐的时候....我眼泪就掉下来了......对不起...很遗憾...anyway i very happy also....because actually continue like tis......why??? because i don like the feeling too...really waste my time...i really don wan...but at least ytr i got talk out what i wan to talk!!!!!...syok.....i just wanna talk to her...i wan to be her fren...she don wan..no choice....let her go...if she really din feel any regret.....i din think too much..just wanna have a gud contact..she said me treat her as dog....attitude bad.....i agree what she saying to me....really is going to change but not because of u.....i not going to said now i am saying to u whether is real qiang or fake qiang....just wan u to noe......hope u understand u actually are a very sensitive girl......i very patient when u keep saying my attitude bad....but i din said anything about your attitude....b4 to now...always help u do tis do that.....chit chat about your problem or others....travel together...yamcha together...happy together...i really unexpectedly...i will talk bad to u and u talk bad to me too...make we both very fan...ntg to discuss....i don wan tis.....zzz...very happy to talk.....sad a bit because i loss a fren.....first time loss a fren .....feel upset..but very fast to recover..because i noe not going to waste time on her....not worthy...really!!!...very free....